We all walk our own path. My path has been one filled with cracks, potholes, chaotic weather and screwing the world and dancing in the rain moments. Cracks. Those stupid lines that seem to ruin a day. Cracks are never one to be avoided or overlooked. They start small but over time and with some avoidance they seem to be more and more apparent that they will not go away. Example of a crack in my life. With me rebelling against my mother throughout my younger years brought me to getting into a car accident. With what started out as a little "I won't take out the trash just because you told me to", turned into "I am going to drive this car, because I know what I'm doing". Potholes are somewhat bigger. We notice them and steer away from them, afraid they will ruin the alignment. Well let me tell you, my alignment has needed to be fixed more than once. Example of a pothole in my life. One careless decision of "friends" cost me horrible punishments later. Grounded for one week, then two.....getting the picture? Chaotic disasters are something that occurs on every path. Sometimes these thunderous storms require friends and family to help you get through. Example of a storm. Realizing that every "Father's Day" I don't really have a father to give my love to. Not really ever being able to get a daddy's blessing or a father's hug. Dancing in the rain is what I try and live for. No perfect moment ever stays so when a bad one comes along do we let in rain until we are soaked so much we begin to drown. Sometimes! Other times however, we do put on our big girl panties and dance in the rain. We realize that if we make some good out of the situation it's not that bad. These times I thank my good Lord that he gave me thunderstorms:)
All of this said......At the end of my beaten path I want to be hand in hand with my friends and family, ready to face what's next.
The Infamous,
Caity
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