The Beaten Path.......

We all walk our own path. My path has been one filled with cracks, potholes, chaotic weather and screwing the world and dancing in the rain moments. Cracks. Those stupid lines that seem to ruin a day. Cracks are never one to be avoided or overlooked. They start small but over time and with some avoidance they seem to be more and more apparent  that they will not go away. Example of a crack in my life. With me rebelling against my mother throughout my younger years brought me to getting into a car accident. With what started out as a little "I won't take out the trash just because you told me to", turned into "I am going to drive this car, because I know what I'm doing". Potholes are somewhat bigger. We notice them and steer away from them, afraid they will ruin the alignment. Well let me tell you, my alignment has needed to be fixed more than once. Example of a pothole in my life. One careless decision of "friends" cost me horrible punishments later. Grounded for one week, then two.....getting the picture? Chaotic disasters are something that occurs on every path. Sometimes these thunderous storms require friends and family to help you get through. Example of a storm. Realizing that every "Father's Day" I don't really have a father to give my love to. Not really ever being able to get a daddy's blessing or a father's hug. Dancing in the rain is what I try and live for. No perfect moment ever stays so when a bad one comes along do we let in rain until we are soaked so much we begin to drown. Sometimes! Other times however, we do put on our big girl panties and dance in the rain. We realize that if we make some good out of the situation it's not that bad. These times I thank my good Lord that he gave me thunderstorms:)

All of this said......At the end of my beaten path I want to be hand in hand with my friends and family, ready to face what's next. 

The Infamous,

Caity

friends!!!

There are many things that are said that make a person a true friend! The question is, does your true friend fit into that places... Area! you know what i mean. well any ways. When I think of a true friend, and what makes one... Caity pops into my head. To me Caity is was a true friend should be. If you true friend isn't like Caity well that sucks for you! I'm just joking with you! True friends are there when you need them and even when you don't, they never lie to spare you feelings, they can be harsh but its a good thing. There always there to make you laugh and somethings get you mad, but you can help but love them in the end! they're to listen and to hold you when you cry. They're always with you when you do something really dumb, but they're there to give a helping hand! When you find your true friend don't let go, you might not find them again!

couple act happy and singles act sad!!

valentines day is when every girl want a boyfriend and every boy just wants to hook up and the girls that have a boyfriend get roses and chocolates and the boys well i don't know how they feel!valentines day is the worst day of the year! The happy couples are skipping around carrying balloons and roses, with big smiles on their faces. O and lets not forget about the single people! They are the ones popping your balloons!!!  They are walking around pissed at the world and asking when the day shall end! Blch!!!!!!  most of the time i just want to scream. GET OVER IT!!! You don't need love to be happy, you can be just as happy single! look at me im so happy!! no one holding me back! and even if I had a man in my life i would act like valentines day isn't really. so lets just forget about this worthless day and move one!

well here ends my rate and rave thanks for reading!!

from

ken

Dear Mr. Valentine.....

Dear Mr. Valentine,

Dear Mr. Love who is waiting for me. I know that waiting for me to realize your existence is frustrating, but keep giving me time. Keep letting me figure out what I want to do in life, and when I want to settle down. Keep waiting for me to continue to laugh at your jokes while you silently wish I would tell you "I love you".   I am sorry for being indecisive and not understanding that what I am searching for isn't quite right. For letting other idiots into my life that do nothing but break my heart. It's hard to believe that you won't; even though it's true.Thank you for being there to make me feel comforted and loved. Someday I will be ready for you, and I hope you will still be there.


Sincerely,
Caity